End sems from Monday, GATE after two months and nothing seems to be going as it should. I am just disappointing people at this point. I don't have anything to talk about and I am probably the most boring person to exist right now. I feel no motivation to do anything. Whenever sitting idle, all I remember are the stupid decisions I take and the idiotic things I have done which have made those around me uncomfortable or grow distant from me. I keep feeling like I am some side character, the one who is sent away at the end of season 1. Memes don't make me laugh anymore. I left my 25 marks viva because of my laziness. My hunger has reduced.
Has all these happened before? Yes, happens with everyone, but lately it has been occurring more often. Also I need to break all my ties with cricket, these losses just hit like hammer in the head. Thank you King for the memories :)
I could have written this in some diary but this blog has less chance of being seen than a diary in my room.
Is this depression? Hell no! I am still lightyears away from the big sad. Nothing that a shogun/ Madao episode of Gintama can't fix.
Chainsaw man too. Maybe Denji's motivation can be my motivation.
BYE crawler bots and the 13 people from USA who for some reason visit this graveyard.
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